People Around
Aaaah!!! .......is anybody there.....!!...I just heard the voice when i entered her room,I ran & saw she was crying...i was trying my best to make her comfortable,After some time ( which was the only option),she was silent,not talking to me & just looking down & thinking & thinking deep!
I just managed to ask her weather she had breakfast & sucessfully i got an answer also NO....I boiled eggs & put them in bread ( That was the best i cud do with my limited abilties in kitchen).......She ate silently ....i said nothg....i was looking at her.....suddenly..she started....I am full with people but I m still empty,dont know ,what i need from people around but they make me happy for duration not complete.( i for the first time started understanding the meaning of loneliness)......
she always told me that the she was having great friends around but where were they?
She met me via internet chat on yahoo messanger....& we got closer as we started spending more time on chat...We were great friends......& suddenly she disappeared ......& just got to know that she is settled in US....I was happy!
I always thank my friend circle from my enginnering college who really made me what i m today.They used to discuss MBA,career,Job,Big Companies.My thinking was also getting into those & not a small btech job in a smaller firm.I started thinking of doing MBA.
The point is Apart from who we are,we are also groomed a lot by the peple around,both good or bad.
I always have fun with a bunch of people arround,laughing & my idea of enjoyment ( at that time ) is to sit,chat,leg pulling,making witty comments & be a part of that group not by shouting.
My Mom use to say one thing,the way u are,u will always find similar people of ur likliness sooner or later,if u r shrabi,then u will evetually find a company who drinks!
I learnt!
I learnt from a person who was 24 hrs with me except Toilets in engineering that no matter whatever comes,we will navigate!
Every day we come across so many people.
while we were leaving our engineering college,I had a view that people come & go ( dont take me in negative sense which is big problem,I m often misunderstood & sound detached) & we have to move on.By that i didnt mean that as a friend ur role is over but what i meant was we have served a purpose here & lets not affcat our lives by thinking unnessary about past.
A voice came & said : people come & go & we have to move on but some people stay.
She was very loud & clear & then we never met & i heard this statement from many people.
I learnt!
The good thing was with every experince,i was learning.but one belief was getting stronger,The people around you really matter!...who really share your thinking!
We have to be stronger emotionally just searching for other means when we are not ourselves.We have to be engaged in smothg or other,keep doing something.
If we see arround,there is lot positivity,happiness,people around.just wating for you to grab them.
Cheers!!!.....
Gyan thoughts
Vikas sachdeva
Aaaah!!! .......is anybody there.....!!...I just heard the voice when i entered her room,I ran & saw she was crying...i was trying my best to make her comfortable,After some time ( which was the only option),she was silent,not talking to me & just looking down & thinking & thinking deep!
I just managed to ask her weather she had breakfast & sucessfully i got an answer also NO....I boiled eggs & put them in bread ( That was the best i cud do with my limited abilties in kitchen).......She ate silently ....i said nothg....i was looking at her.....suddenly..she started....I am full with people but I m still empty,dont know ,what i need from people around but they make me happy for duration not complete.( i for the first time started understanding the meaning of loneliness)......
she always told me that the she was having great friends around but where were they?
She met me via internet chat on yahoo messanger....& we got closer as we started spending more time on chat...We were great friends......& suddenly she disappeared ......& just got to know that she is settled in US....I was happy!
I always thank my friend circle from my enginnering college who really made me what i m today.They used to discuss MBA,career,Job,Big Companies.My thinking was also getting into those & not a small btech job in a smaller firm.I started thinking of doing MBA.
The point is Apart from who we are,we are also groomed a lot by the peple around,both good or bad.
I always have fun with a bunch of people arround,laughing & my idea of enjoyment ( at that time ) is to sit,chat,leg pulling,making witty comments & be a part of that group not by shouting.
My Mom use to say one thing,the way u are,u will always find similar people of ur likliness sooner or later,if u r shrabi,then u will evetually find a company who drinks!
I learnt!
I learnt from a person who was 24 hrs with me except Toilets in engineering that no matter whatever comes,we will navigate!
Every day we come across so many people.
while we were leaving our engineering college,I had a view that people come & go ( dont take me in negative sense which is big problem,I m often misunderstood & sound detached) & we have to move on.By that i didnt mean that as a friend ur role is over but what i meant was we have served a purpose here & lets not affcat our lives by thinking unnessary about past.
A voice came & said : people come & go & we have to move on but some people stay.
She was very loud & clear & then we never met & i heard this statement from many people.
I learnt!
The good thing was with every experince,i was learning.but one belief was getting stronger,The people around you really matter!...who really share your thinking!
We have to be stronger emotionally just searching for other means when we are not ourselves.We have to be engaged in smothg or other,keep doing something.
If we see arround,there is lot positivity,happiness,people around.just wating for you to grab them.
Cheers!!!.....
Gyan thoughts
Vikas sachdeva
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